Dear diary
as there is going to be very little useful information in this blog and it is going to be more a recap of my daily life thoughts and activities i have decided to stick to diary entries. And between you an me lets face it, I'm a bit of a hero, hence "Diary of a self righteous..... hero". Thats really as deep as the thought process went.
Why im writing a blog...
1. I have way too much time on my hands and well a blog seem like a semi-productive way to use my time. If anything i hope to achieve a higher wpm(word per minute) typing aperture(i really don't know what that last word meant... i thought id ad it to sound more sophisticated, hopefully it was in the right context)
2. I find that often in conversations i fall into the default position of the listener(People talk, I listen... didn't really need explaining) out of fear of becoming a selfish talker*... cos god knows i hate selfish talkers. So this is my way of being selfish writer. I find it very therapeuticall, its a chance for me to vent
*selfish talkers are those people that talk at you. They have hours upon hours of dialog that they deem appropriate to inflict on you on a regular basis, which i think is nothing short of verbal rape. I dont think i need to elaborate because we all know at-least one.
3. Some small(i was going to write "small" in caps to emphasize the fact that it really was a tiny part, but that really defeats the purpose) part of me thinks(or even hopes) that before i die i do something really dark and twisted. and then when i become Hitler famous for doing it (I say Hitler famous to identify the unwanted fame, i have no intention of killing a bunch of jews), they can make a tv show about me and say something about if governments spent millions more on cyber crime investigation they could have found this blog and seen "it" coming and prevented "it" (in case your not following "it" is the dark and twisty thing i may or may not do.... the mere fact that i used dark and twisty as an adjective suggests that i watch too much tv (Grey's Anatomy reference for those with lives... and kudos to all that picked it up :) ).
4. I figure one day i will become moderately wealthy, nothing like bill gates but i might have a few 100k just sitting in the bank. When i get to this part of my life i figure i might have a bit of a psychological breakdown and need to go see a psychologist who will be able to read these entries to diagnose and fix me.
Those are the main reasons in no particular order.
*** I'm sure that i will change the background eventually. but just in case you were wondering why i chose it i think that its because i played too many computer games growing up and i have developed a fondness for the "half life 2" or "counterstrike source" like artwork and i think that this one jumped out at me on a subconscious level... in other words i really have no idea i just like to ramble on about my theories.
I hope this gave you a bit more insight into my blog(if that was what you were looking for) and you were able to understand all(or any of it really). I know its hard to read with all the brackets everywhere... I'm struggling with it right now as i do my 30 second proof read (I try not to edit my entries too much to keep authenticity), thanks again for reading and..
dazzatwentytwo signing off
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